Browsing All posts tagged under »sadness«

I don’t know

December 21, 2013


“We are well advised to keep on nodding terms with the people we used to be, whether we find them attractive company or not. Otherwise they turn up unannounced and surprise us, come hammering on the mind’s door at 4am of a bad night and demand to know who deserted them, who betrayed them, who […]

The sadness of sex

August 13, 2013


Text from DK in the autumn of 2010. I did not answer him, but if I had, it would have been, “No.” It wasn’t jealousy that prompted the question; it was irritation that my need for him did not end when his did for me. Oh, wait. We aren’t supposed to need anyone. Then substitute […]

The thin line

July 11, 2013


related posts: infinite loneliness how does my garden grow from above after hours for the playlist: It’s a thin line between love and hate – The Pretenders  


August 17, 2012


Turning to stone. I am rooted here, immobilized. I am drying up, turning to stone from lack of touch, lack of love. I am petrifying. Related posts: Dark days From Above  What if, if only After Hours

Dark days

August 10, 2012


I’ve been here before. I’ve made more than a few visits in the past twenty years, although most were short stops except for the extended stay of the Dark Years. I love to travel, but this is one destination I really can’t recommend to anyone. Zero stars. It’s a dark place, which seems weird given […]