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DK calls, part 2

December 31, 2013


(read part 1 here) “You can go to the gym later. You should eat first!” DK was wheedling me and I knew it, but it still made me smile. Maybe because I could hear him smiling at me across the telephone line. I took a deep breath. I was nervous . “Oh, I don’t – […]

I don’t know

December 21, 2013


“We are well advised to keep on nodding terms with the people we used to be, whether we find them attractive company or not. Otherwise they turn up unannounced and surprise us, come hammering on the mind’s door at 4am of a bad night and demand to know who deserted them, who betrayed them, who […]

Agony and fever, part two

August 27, 2013


(Part one of this post, Agony and fever, can be read here. ) Below is the final scene of Onegin, the film DK chose for us to watch that November day in 2011. We had not seen each other in over a year before that overcast day, a day I thought symbolized a door reopening.  We spent it […]

Lacuna Inc.

August 16, 2013


It’s a tempting idea, sometimes.  Related posts:  Four year term From Above Infinite loneliness start here What if, if only  

A symphony rose inside me

July 3, 2013


Before the beginning provides some backstory to Half Agony, Half Hope. After Andy and before DK,there was Tom. This is the second part of my and Tom’s story.

Agony and fever, part one

June 4, 2013


The last time I saw DK in any meaningful way was in November of 2011. We spent that cloudy day curled up together, eating pizza and watching movies on the big screen mounted on the wall at the foot of his bed. Before we went upstairs he invited me to pick out a movie for […]

Dark Dreamer

May 31, 2013


Before the beginning provides some backstory to Half Agony, Half Hope. After Andy and before DK, there was Tom. This is the first part of my and Tom’s story.