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The sadness of sex

August 13, 2013


Text from DK in the autumn of 2010. I did not answer him, but if I had, it would have been, “No.” It wasn’t jealousy that prompted the question; it was irritation that my need for him did not end when his did for me. Oh, wait. We aren’t supposed to need anyone. Then substitute […]

The thin line

July 11, 2013


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A blot of mustard, a crumb of cheese

June 16, 2013


I dreamt about DK last night. It was the second time in the last few weeks that he has made an appearance in my nocturnal landscape, which is very odd. I do think about him (I don’t write this in my sleep) but I don’t recall ever dreaming about him so vividly. I was in […]